Wishing they would be heard...
hermz... al offered to pretty up my blog for me... u'll see it later... tell me laterz if you think i should keep the one al does for me or if i should keep this one k?

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/30/2003 10:37:00 pm

All of these boys yeah get all of these girls losing their souls in a material world...
yah yah i noe. i said i won't be back until after the hols. but it's friday. studying on fridays should be against the law. i'm still gonna hold off the ranting for after the hols. lolx. anyhooz, i saw chris's blog and decided to do my own of that thingie. lolx. anyway, here goes...

Quiz
FULL NAME: kelly chan
NICKNAME(S): kel-chan, aya_lee, teddybearwithwings, kel
BIRTHDAY: 29 Dec
Age: i was born in 1989. figure it out. you should know simple subtraction. although some of you who need at least two thousand odd fingers would be in trouble...
WHERE YA LIVE: in the very depths of hell...yeah right...bedok lah
FLIRTY: nope. urk. how could you say such a thing...
HAIR COLOUR: very dark brown
EYE COLOUR: dark brown
FIRST CRUSH: bryan mcfarlane. really. i gave up after he got the ex-atomic kitten preggers.
WHO DO YOU LIKE RIGHT NOW: all my frenz, and in that sense no one.
HAVE U EVER BEEN IN LOVE: nope, crushes dun count as love, but even if i have, i wouldn't say for fear of people like claire passing it around.
HOBBIES: listening to music, watching anime, reading anything that catches my eye, saving up to buy anime/manga, watching wrestling, beating the bloody hell out of anyone who irritates me, drawing to some extent, writing, should i go on?
DO YOU HAVE A BF/GF IF SO WHO: no guys till 18. that explain it?
WHO DO YOU GO TO FOR ADVICE: like chris, anyone who'll listen and i can trust. lolx. but usually myself.
WHO DO U TELL UR SECRETS TO: ditto
WHICH DO U PREFER
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE: either
COKE OR PEPSI: coke
MARRY PERFECT LOVER OR PERFECT FRIEND: gotta be a mix of both...
ROOT BEER OR DR.PEPPER: root beer...never tasted dr. pepper...i like sake tho...
TEA OR COFFEE: both, but must haf at least 3 tspn of sugar per cup
CATS OR DOGS: cats
SHINE OR RAIN: shine
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate
SKIING OR BOARDING: boarding
BIKING OR BLADING: blading. i can't bike for nuts
CEREAL OR TOAST: either
ROCK/POP/PUNK/RAP/R&B/ALT/TECHNO/COUNTRY: everything but techno, dance, jazz and some other choice songs.
NIGHT OR DAY: either
LIGHT ON OR OFF: off, but at night, of course on lah...
FAVOURITES COLOR: red black blue
NUMBER: 4
SPORT TO PLAY: a lot, but i suck at most of them. i'm good at air rifle tho.
FUNNIEST looking FRIENDS: dunno
CRAZIEST: me
SMARTEST: dunno. take ur pick. shirlene? lumnie?
THIS OR THAT: depends
TRUTH OR DARE: depends
OCEAN OR POOL: either
CAKE OR PIE: both
LOVE OR LUST: love
SILVER OR GOLD: silver
DIAMONDS OR PEARLS: diamonds
ARMAGEDDON OR INDEPENDENCE DAY: if u're referring to the movies, independance day
SUNSET OR SUNRISE: sunrise
MISC. QUESTIONS
DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?: not in front of people
DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS: nope, but i'm gonna get my ears pierced during the hols...
BRACES: yah and they hurt like hell
DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A GOOD LISTENER: yup
WHAT'S THE HARDEST THING ABOUT GROWING UP: trying to find who i am
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: it's possible
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: wouldn't you like to know...
FAVORITE PLACE TO BE: japan, usa, australia, overseas, anywhere i haven't been that has air-con and isn't smelly, a cruise ship, i dunno.
WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?: any home clothes i can dig out of the deep messy recesses of my closet
FAVORITE ANIMAL: do demons count? no? cats then...
EVER GOT UP ON STAGE: yah. as a rabbit. it sucked...i had to borrow the deer's ears cos i forgot to make mine.
1)First grade teacher's name: mrs chew
2)Last word you said: yah
3)Last song you sang: swing siwng by the all-american rejects
4)Last person you hugged: my dad
5)Last thing you laughed at: karmen, xt and furry faye
6)last time you said 'i love you': never ever. really. i've never ever said that.
7)Last time you cried: can't remember. i was arguing w/ my mom again
Present:
8)What's in your cd player: a cd i burned with my fave eng songs. i have yet to do the jap one.
9)What color socks are you wearing: they're invisible so how would i know?
10)Whats under your bed: a lot of crap, like my bro's gundam models, a basket, my lego, dust, etc.
11)What time did you wake up today: 5.30
12)Current taste: ???as in what kind of taste?
13)Current hair: long
14)Current clothes: my sec one orientation t-shirt and shorts
15)Current annoyance: a lot of people. and belive me. u dun wanna be one of them.
16)Current longing: a lot of material ones...
17)Current desktop picture: the four coolest bishounen in anime/manga-land - sha gojyo, son goku, cho hakkai, genjo sanzo
18)Current worry: that i'll get kicked out of gep
19)Current hate: a lot. u dun wanna be one of that lot
20)Story behind your dx username: dx? wad the hell's dx?
21)Current favorite article of clothing: dunno. no fave. anything i picked out myself and a few other pieces.
22)Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: no fave. i look at the whole thing
23)Last cd that you bought: the cowboy bebop movie vcd. well, actually, technically it's a bunch of rewritable cds. of course, usually they mean music cds and that would be the celtic circle.
24)Favorite place to be: in a luxuriant hotel
25)Least favorite place: depends
26)Time you wake up in the morning: any time from 5.30 am to 3.30 pm. maybe later.
27)If you could play any instrument, what would it be: drums, guitar, piano.
29)Do you believe in an afterlife?: maybe. depends on my mood.
30)How tall are you?: 160 by school measurement, 163-164 by home measurement, even taller by rgs measurement.
31)Current favourite word/saying: dunno. got a few. "Hotoke ni aida, Hotoke o kuruso. Sou ni aida, Sou o kuruso. Nani mo nani mo towa waretsu, tada aruiwa mama no omore ni ikiru koto, moichi matsuda" "Open up you mind and close your eyes; take another look form the other side" "The human heart is a bit like math. Hard to understand at first, but somehow it all adds up" "Even if you die,. nothing will be changed. But if you live, you can make a difference" "True freedom is having somewhere to return to" "Unchanging things become too boring" and that's about it.
32)Favorite book: if you're talking anything, saiyuki. but if you're talking about true blue wordy texts, the stephanie plum series.
33)Favorite season: dunno yet. all i've experienced is summer summer summer...
34)One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: dunno...
35)Favorite day: fri. the end of the week and the beginning of the weekend.
Future:
36)Where do you want to go: japan, the states
37)What is your career going to be: dunno really. i might go into medicine, or narcotics, but what i really want is adf - alcohol drugs fireamrs, except they dun got no firearms here in singapore
39) What kind of car will you have: if it's a car, a nice black jeep cherokee, or a honda cr-v, but what i really want is a harley
Random
40) Type a line you remember from any book: If Lucille knew about the duck, she'll tell her father, Harry the Hammer, and Harry will cut off his dick.
41) A random lyric: So open up you mind, and close your eyes. Take another look from the other side.
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: phone, huge pile of books papers and god knows what else...
43) What's up?: exams, a lot.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/26/2003 05:40:00 pm

Nobody gets too much heaven no more...
yoz peepz. regrettably, much as i have to say, i'm not allowed on the com until after exams, so this'll probably be the last time you hear from me. i'll be keeping a record of things to rant about, so watch out for the record-breaking post when i'm back! lolz. laterz.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/23/2003 06:05:00 pm

September twenty second sunday twenty five after nine...
praise be to al...uh...to god. sorri. got a bit carried away with the original hist drama script. lolx. anyhooz, my bro ain't home cos he's got a 3D2N residential camp. woohoo! i can steal his bunk and i've got free reign over the adsl modem for three days. this rox. yes, i'm using his com. and yes, his msnmsgr dis pic is a rubber duckie. lolx. i can't think of what to rant about. i still cna't belive people eat placentas. at least not human placentas. now that would sick. you know wad steroetypes are? good. anyway, for the uninformed, stereotypes are, according to the mini oxford school dictionary, a standardized character, a fixed idea, etc. anyway, haf you noticed that every story contains stereotypes, or at least characters that are influenced by stereotypes? there are all sorts of stereotypes. all sorts for stereotypical secondary characters, all sorts of stereotypical heroes, all sorts of stereotypical heroines, etc. like there's the damsel-in-distress who's a total airhead, or there's the avarage tough gal who is all tough on the outside and on the inside is all gooey and soft. those are just examples. the thing is, no matter how much you try, you'll always have at least one character who is at least influenced by stereotypes, and what will happen to that character becomes very predictable. falling back again onto the stephanie plum example, i know there's this stereotype that influenced the creation of steph, i just can't describe what. i can't remember what i came up with last night when i was lying in bed thinking about stereotypes. but i do remember this. to make my point, i shall use the stereotypical younger sibling, which i think forms at least a small part of steph. the stereotypical younger sibling is generally jealous of, and generally thinks he/she is being pushed aside in favour of the older sibling. there are other factors that i won't go into. anyway, if you read carefully, there are references that steph feels like she is valued less by her parents than her older sister valerie, because val met up to burg expectations of every girl - she got hitched and started a family, whereas steph leads a generally unpeaceful single life as a bounty hunter and is attracted to two very different men, both of whom represent different things, which i may go into later. anyway, her mother often complains about steph's generally unpeaceful bounty hunter life, comparing her to her sister, saying things along the lines of, "why can't you be like your sister and settle down? she doesn't get shot at every other day." not an exact quote, but you get the basic idea. also, there are times where you can see that steph doesn't feel quite on the same level as val. the thing is in first person narrative, and therefore you see all of steph's thoughts. there are bits when she compares herself to her sister. and of course, there are other things, which, as usual, i am too lazy to go into. but then, janet evanovich deals the fatal blow and contradicts this stereotype, where younger/youngest siblings are generally not quite as 'good' as the older siblings. val moves back in to the burg in the seventh or eighth book. her life is just about ruined as her husband has divorced her, and taken her money, leaving her with her two very abnormal daughters, one who thinks she's a horse, though she went through a short reindeer phase in the eighth book, and the other who's nine coming on fourty. first she tries to be a lesbian, which she fails miserably at, and then she can't find a job, and the list goes on. whereas steph is perfectly happy, though she may not seem it at times. she has her share of problems, sure enough, but she overcomes them eventually. she comes to like her job, even though it means being shot at (well, you can't please everyone...), and she has a dog and hamster and two guys who adore her, etc. etc. you see wad i mean about stereotypes? if you say yes, you're lying. no one can understand this. i'm ranting, see? and no one can understand me when i rant. i've ranted a lot haven't i...i've just realized i've written in less than six days how much a person can write in slightly less than a month. godz. i guess i always got lots to say. i think at the rate i'm going, i'll soon elevate the steph plum series to the level of 'literary masterpiece'. lolx. wouldn't janet evanovich be happy? well, she has won several awards... lolx. i think i'm good at picking out these things like imagery, symbols, stereotypes, etc. when i dun haf to. lolx. like in lotr, u know the era of the elves is ending, and they go into the west? it's like the end of the day, when the sun sets in the west. shit. i've forgotten wad i wanted to say. i've got a lot of opinions, don't i? lolx. i think i shall go on about wad i meant about the two guys who represent different things. if you'd read my previous entries, you'd've read something about the two guys in her life, joseph, or joe, morelli and ricardo carlos manoso, better known as ranger. well, these to guys sort of represent reality and fantasy, don't they? i mean, morelli is obviously the more down-to-earth of the two, and the more somewhat human of the two. ranger, on the other hand, can break into a house that even has the security chain on and he may be there one moment and if you look away for two seconds, he's gone. see what i mean? dun think so. ah wellz. oh yah. i was gonna talk about the class tee. i mean, wad's so bad about it? there will always be someone objecting about these things, and since you can't please everyone, settle with the majority. you can never get everyone to agree. and for those who object, can you come up with an alternative? you can't? so shut your fucking trap and sit down. all i want is for the class tee to be in this year cos i may get kicked out. ah wellz. got tuition in apprx. two hours. later dayz.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/22/2003 04:59:00 pm

So much to do so much to see so what's wrong with taking the back streets...
my tuition juz finished. it was supposed to finish an hour ago. another of my tutor's students was late. anyhooz, i was asleep, so i wasn't really bothered. lolx. i sleep a lot. you noe, i can't understand why people dun seem to think that we can draw manga for exams. there are those who actually think that manga has been elevated to an art form, but i dunno wad i think. they say so cos there are certain characteristics that you can look at and know it's manga. and wad abt fanfics? some say they're an infringement of copyright laws. i say that's a load of bull. we write fanfics because we either are to lazy to or lack the creativity to completely come up with our own story completely. and we don't distribute it commercially, and therefore, it is not infringing copyright laws. personally, the reason i put my fics up on the net is only cos i like to see people read them and i like to see them published in some form. i don't profit from it, but wad the hell. who cares, rite? and besides, i've already evolved to original fics...shit...i've run out of things to rant about...laterz peepz ;D

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/21/2003 08:12:00 pm

Take the blow winds itsumo kaze ga fui te ta...
i'm bored. my dad's overloaded me with food. i want pancakes. tuition is in less than two hours. fuck it. i juz finished the only interesting fic i could find. lolz. i shall see wad faves of mine have been updated...

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/21/2003 03:38:00 pm

zankoku no tenshi no teze...
i was right. he just upped his vol. so i upped mine. lolx.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/21/2003 02:52:00 pm

You cried I died...
yoz. you've got some more ranting to listen to. i'm currently very bored. aren't i always? anyhooz, as usual, my dad's playing yuri's revenge and therefore i'm using his screwed up com to type this out. it's got no internet, always hangs, isn't even a pentium, and the monitor is currently bright bluish. it's like someone put a blue screen over the monitor, except the thing flickers. and to think this used to be my monitor. thank god my dad's gonna get a new one. i've a got one of those microwaveabnle pizzas and salad and sara lee's all butter pound cake for lunch. bummer. i need mixed grill! lolx. and god bless cd writers. i burned to mcds and am listening to one of them now. otherwsie i wouldn't be able to survive with just david gates and the best of scorpion & bon jovi & brian adams to listen to. i need music of the twenty first century dammit. my dad happened to kick me out of my com at a very nice time. just when i'd just started reading a fic. i managed to find a small handful of stephanie plum fanfics on ff.net and i'd started on the longest one. then, he comes and chases me off. damned sad man. now the screen is flickering between bright blue and yellow. anywayz, talking about stephanie plum (it's a series by janet evanovich about a bounty hunter in new jersey named steph plum)...woohoo! the screen is normal coloured again!...the thing about abotu a series is this. you can start at any book you want and you'll be able to pick the story off from there. well, most are like this anyway. like the steph plum novels, i started from 7, then i read 8, then 5, then 4, 3, 2, then 1, then 6, then an excerpt from 9, which is the latest installment tt i'm having troble reserving. i mean, seriously, i made the reservation a month ago and still haven'[t got it. geez. i was told to cancel the reservation and rereserve it when oct comes around and the book is still uncollectable. even by reading in such a jumbled up manner, i think i'll be able to put this series as my topic in singapore's brainiest kid and come out tops. but then, the order in which you read something affects your opinion on the story. to make my point, i'll admit somehting i never thought i would. there's a part of me that's a self-confessed romantic. there i said it. hey, there's a bikini mud wrestler in the seventh instalment who's a book junkie. anyhooz, in most stories, a character can be in any number of couplings, subtle or otherwise. like ccs for example. claire and al would noe this. to get all the couplings in a story, one should always go to ff.net and check it out. fans always support only any one coupling, i noe why but it's hard to explain, but anyway one of the reasons is that people tend to pick sides the moment they're faced with any situation. going back to the case of ccs, sakura can be involved with syaoran, yukito, yue, or even eriol or tomoyo. and syaoran, tho most often paired with sakura, has been seen with meiling or eriol. and there's also many others but i won't go into those, since i think i've already made my point clear enough about the pairings. so anyway, janet evanovich decided to put steph in a dilemna. she makes her attracted to two guys, vice cop joe morelli and fellow bounty hunter ranger. so, when i started with the seventh book, i actually picked sides already. i went with the steph-ranger pairing. but then i read the previous instalments and realised that most who'd started form the beginning would actually go with the steph-morelli pairing, since it was established way in the beginning. i mean, at first, it was obvious steph and joe were gonna be a couple and ranger had a part in steph's life that's nowhere near romantic, but in the fifth book, the tables are turned. but those hints, of which there are only at the most 4, are very very subtle, and i was able to pick these out becos i've somehow made it a habit to pick up very subtle hints, symbols, etc. when i read books. the hints are not so subtle in the sixth, but in the seventh is where it really starts. so form where i stood, morelli was so normal, and hooking up with him would give her a remotely normal life. and since ranger is always so mysterious and all, and i always go for the more interesting plot, i took the side of steph-ranger. anyway, wad i'm saying is not really so surface as stating my point of view onthis matter but is really that where you start on something matters. people think it doesn't, but really, it does. and i hate my bro. i really hate my bro. noe wad he juz did? i was nicely connecting to the internet and he just hit the reset button. and on top of that, he just turned his vol way up and won't turn it down. and he's pretneding not to be able to hear me tell him to lower the vol becos the vol is too high, damn him. so, i fight fire with fire and raise my vol. lolz. eventually, my dad's gonna come in a scream at us as our vols go steadily higher. it's always like that. ah wellz.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/21/2003 02:41:00 pm

yi ju hua yi bei zi yi sheng qing yi bei jiu...
*yawnz* sleepy. i juz got up. cos i slept at 3.30 last night. stayed up reading foxtrot. but this is nothing. last sun i slept till three thirty. now that was cos i slept at 4.30. lolz. and once my bro slept till five and thought it was only two o'clock. i better wake up soon. i got tuition in five hours. bloody fuck. ah wellz.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/21/2003 12:33:00 pm

If you lose a moment you may lose a lot...
yo peepz. i'm typing this out on another com way beforehand becos i'm bored and my dad is playing yuri's revenge. i juz survived a visit to my aunt's. it isn't tt bad, really, but all there is to do is play with my baby cousin and eat her food. humph. why does she get good food? and then for the heck of it i went down with my aunt and my youngest and oldest cousins who have not migrated anywhere to look for cats, becos i like cats. but juz when the cat was coming over to let me stroke her, my aunt and cousin scolded me. wah lao. and i don't think they understand a lot of things. if you dun want to scare it away, or scare it so much it attacks you in self defense, come at it from the front. don't scare it. and walk towards it slowly, so it doesn't think you're trying to hunt it down to eat it, and stop a distance away from it. keep eye contact. tt's a trick with cats, big or domesticated. it will noe that you're not afraid of it and will feel more confident about you. then you squat down to reduce yourself to its size so it won't be afraid to you. then you coo at it until it comes to you. if it doesn't, too bad. it won't. try on some other cat. the rules apply to most other animals too, and maybe some young kids. don't intimidate it. it will hate you and be scared of you until god knows when. and then when i came home, i found out that i'd missed about half or raw deal. dammit dammit dammit. ah wellz, but i came back in time to catch linda macmahon declare that eric bischoff was a very creative liar on the highlight reel. apparently, security had dragged bischoff off before he could do anything. then vince came and declared that he was a victim of their failed marriage and because she'd supposedly turned his kids against him. then shane came out and called him, to cut the long story short, an asshole. woohoo! shane o mac rox! ahem. and no claire and anyone else who are so interested in others' lives since they don't have one of their own, i do not haf a crush on shane o mac. i juz think he rox. anyhooz, but then chris jericho atacked him with the mike and somehow, shane ended up in match with chris jericho. but halfway through the match, kane intervened and choke slammed shane and ran off backstage, taunting him. so shane called his bluff and went kane-hunting. kane ambushed him and when shane was down, kane poured 7 gallons of gasoline into a dumpster, dumped the containers inside and lit it, making a fire pit. damn cool sial. he picked up shane to throw him in and burn him alive. and dammit. my mom dicided to stick her fucking head in my face and wedged it between me and the com. does she goddmned know how fucking irritating that is? to have her damned permed hair in my face. i mean, i don't mind people reading it when i'm done, btu i don'[t like to have people fucking sticking their heads in and watching me as i write. somehow, i juz don't. i'm so pissed off now i'm killing the keyboard even more than i usually do. fuck it. BURN IN HELL. even when it comes to my fics i dun like people watching me. it just pisses me off. i guess it's the same reason zhen teng doesn't like people watching as she draws. fuck it fuck it fuck it. *breathes in and out deeply* ok. i'm calmed done enough to carry on ranting about how much shane o mac rox. anyway, kane picked shane up and was about to throw him in but misses. the idiot misses. so shane kicks him in the back into the fire pit. then they ended the show, saying they didn't know how severe his injuries are. i hope his injuries end his carreer. i mean, he's a friggin lunatic. he's even crazier than me and in a different more sadistic and morbid way. and noe why i like shane o mac? he rox. he's about as crazy as me. he uses a lot of high risk manouvers (sp?) and his mind works so fast, even if a guy is abt to jump onto him from the top rope, he can reverse the situation. not by rolling away, like the others do, but by actually hitting the dolt as he falls. damn nice. and he will do anything to win a match. and his temper is as bad as mine. i think the reason he went after kane is becos his temper made him feel that his pride had been taken away form him or something and that he needed revenge. men. go figure. ah well. that's just like me. like during the p6 eoy class party, that pile of dog doody karen lee wrote in marker right in the middle of my plate. evil bitch. i tried to kill her. really. i could've been thrown to court for attemoted murder. i'd tried to strangle her, and put her in a head lock, but the rest managed to peel me off her. good for her then. i dun think i'll be able to count the number of times i really want to kill her, unlike ernest's case. with him, i'd been keeping track, but for karen, even if i wanted to, i couldn't i lost track a long time ago. but it hurt actually. i mean, in p4, i didn't really know her, but i'd heard she was real great, real funny, real humorous. ask chris julie or al. they'll vouch for that. when i found out she was in my class for p5, i was real happy. i thought we could become friends or something. but then, even though i was pretty decent to her, she made it clear she didn't like me. for absolutely no reason. well, there's no reason liking someone who doesn't like you, so we became archenemies. then cheryl became my best friend and got roped in. karen hated her too, and vice versa. so, what i'm saying is, she's an evil bitch who deserved every piece of shit she'd got. fullstop. and don't try to tell me otherwise. i'm stubborn as hell, and besides, you've never seen it from my point of view. she hurt me first, even though i had good intentions, and that fucking gives me every fucking right to fucking kill that fucking evil fucking bitch, fuck it. humph. i'm pissed with a lot of people today. fuck it fuck it fuck it. i dun like being pissed off but i cna't help it. you know that being upset or pissed off is actually exhausting? i dunno. but that's the way it is. and then you won't be able to sleep becos you're thinking about things like wad you'll do to whoever and things like that. i think i'm writing too much. okiez then. i'll let your eyes rest. thnx a lot for hearing me out. i appreciate it. really.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/21/2003 12:35:00 am

I'm not the kinda girl who gives up just like that...
u noe wad's good about the overwhelming redness? it sorts out the pple who are really interested in reading wad a nutso has to say from those who aren't. pple can get dizzy just trying to read the first two lines, and they'll go on if they're interested, but they'll give up and leave if they're not. i like to be read by someone who can appreciate wad i haf to say, tt is, when i'm saying something worhtwhile, like now. and i do the same thing w/ my fics. the beginnings are always super confusing, and if you're not interested, you'll just pack up and leave, whereas, if you're interested in it, as in REALLY interested, you'll carry on reading, and everything starts unfolding from there.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/20/2003 12:36:00 pm

Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo...
I'm bored. I'm gonna do my ficcie. I'm bored. and sulking. cos berns has a pretty cursor that shoots stars and i don't. damnit. open up your mind rox.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/20/2003 12:29:00 pm

It starts with one thing...
I'm tired. I juz finished berns's bloggie. damn cool. cooler than mine i think...damnit. ah wellz. i got a link, so check it out.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/20/2003 12:15:00 pm

tachido matteru kimi no senaka wa sabashige na mama boku o toraeru...
lolz. i'm gonna do berns's bloggie for her. So fun. lolz. good morning peeps.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/20/2003 11:51:00 am

Swing swing swing from the tangles of my heart...
I'm so bored w/ nothing to do. haf to sleep but dun wanna sleep. mebbe i juz do my ficcie. mebbe i juz rant on and on about konzeon bosatsu being a hermie (hermophrodite). bored bored bored bored bored. wrestling rox. did you know wad kurt angle did? he actually just grabbed the big show's balls. just grabbed them. well, he was abt to be slammed head first onto the steel steps, so you can't quite blame him. he won the match i think. or did he? all i noe is that he beat brock lesnar in summer slam. and shane macmahon rox. he completely rox. he's really damn sey. he looks damned cool and he's just about as crazy as i am. he jumps off 30 foot ladders that are in the ring, which is elevated, onto his opponents who are outside the ring. damn nice. and then stone cold went and helped him with his match against eric bischoff. i like the backstage politics. becos eric bischoff, one of the co-general managers, did something, ahem ahem, to linda macmahon, vince macmahon's wife and shane and steph macmahon's mom, and shane confronted him. technically, wwe superstars aren't allowed to touch the gms and eric bischoff used that against shane. but shane was a wwe superstar, not is. woohoo! go shane! down with perveted assholes like bischoff! anyhooz, stone cold steve austin, the other gm of raw, made eric sign a contract that night for a match against someone. eeic thot it was shane, but it turned out to be kane, who's this deranged monster with a psychological prob. the winner of that match was gonna fight shane in summer slam. and kane, thinking he was helping eric, let him win, and then it was announced that eric had to fight shane. but at the ss match against shane, he cheated. he got another wrestler to help him and when stone cold came in to intervene, the wrestler was taunting him, so besides the rule, stone cold beat the living daylights out of him and helped shane. rox man. then shane put eric on a table outside the ring and jumped off the top rope onto him, breaking the table. damn nice. and after that they can still drink beer, even tho shane cant even walk straight anymore, cos he's so dizzy. and linda slapped eric backstage after that. rox. completely rox. the macmahons rock, except that s.o.b. vince. anyhooz, i also like the wrestler's t-shirts. stone cold steve austin's says 'fock fear, drink beer'. lolz. then one of the dudley boys' is 'blood is thicker than wood'. he says that cos the dudley boys like to slam their opponents into wooden tables. and eddie guerrero's is 'i cheat, lie and steal. it's a family tradition'. damned farnie. and he alwasy comes into the arena in one of his cars. and they all can bounce. bounce bounce bounce. ah wellz. sleepy now. i'm going to sleep now.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/20/2003 01:27:00 am

I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you...
You know, I was just thinking about wad Ms Chong said about the hyenas. Maybe that's the reason for hermaphrodites. They want to be 'pally' with the opp sex. lolz. Yeah. I noe I'm sad. Chris's blog is pretty cool except for the fact tt she hasn't put in any links yet. Lolz. I need to sleep, but I can't. Lolz. More people need to come online at all hours of the night. and visit Karmen's site. The poll ROX. And so does chris's blog. Damn nice. Damn laggy also. Lolz. I'm bored. Hmm... I read somewhere abt blogs that if u wanna catch the reader's attention, state ur views on something. WHATEVER. Oh yah, u peepz must R+R my fics ah... Double jeapordy rox. If you wanna get rid of someone, go out and get urself framed for killing him/her and then prove he/she's alive and then go out and kill the silly sod. lolzlolz. i noe i'm morbid. Lolz. U noe we had our AR Nationals in July? Well we did, and during our spare time, of which we had a lot, the guys were irritating the shit out of me and I was kicking the shit out of their kneecaps and shins. Not to mention if they were sitting down I'd stomp their feet. Lolz. Anyway, noe wad kenneth said? "Beckham is 23, she's 23 and a half." Lolz. And guess wad. I juz got a new $6.90 jacket today which i plan on using to shoot and it's got '23' on it. So, I'm gonna try to find some way to add a '.5' or a '1/2' behind the '23'. Lolz. I shall stop squishing your minds around.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/20/2003 12:52:00 am

How am I supposed to leave you now when you're looking like that...
Today was...interesting, to say the least. For example, first, during recess, mingming ALMOST managed to dunk pokvin's head in the toilet bowl. Damn nice man. And then b ball was fun. Speaking of which, does anyone haf a ball oump he/she can lend me? My stupid bro kept sitting on my b ball, playing with it and using it as a soccer ball until it's super deflated. And then, after school, berns and me were supposed to meet ernest and daniel at 2D, and berns was late. Then after that, when we FINALLY got about thinking up ideas, a lot of crap funny ideas came up. And then we got to one that started with an almost-tradition in RGPS. Every year, at the P6 GEP funfair, there's this game stall where you pay for one minute to fish in this huge tub full of fish for as many fish u want/can with this tiny net. So, we started thinking about wad to use, fish, frogs, whatever. Berns came up with crabs. Bad idea. I remembered once after golf last yr, I was going home from Laguna with a pri. sch fren of mine, Fiona, who also happens to be classmates with ernest and the couple other guys who were in front of us. So, we were all waiting together, me and fiona were at the bus stop talking while the guys were looking in the long kang. Then they spotted a couple of crabs MATING. Fiona and me went over to watch, and they really WERE mating. (That was also the time when the two 2d guys found out that ernest was scared of me...lolz...) Lolz. So I mentioned it, and then after that, one of the 2d peeps was about top give a suggestion on wad animal we can use and ernest told him NOT to mention crabs. Lolz. I'm incredibly bored. Mrs Bok is a friggin bitch. GO TO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG. ahem. There. Now I shall leave until I find something else to say.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/19/2003 03:35:00 pm

The tide is high but I'm holding on...
I have GOT to figure out how to get the silly quiz results in here...

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/18/2003 09:56:00 pm

Why not do a crazy dance...
Listening to Why Not again. I say I'm the queen of personality quizzes. I still got a LOT more to go. Except I can't cos my dad wants the com. I've got the only Pentium (and cd writer and zip drive...) in the house and he wants to play Yuri's Revenge. He's completely addicted. Lolz. Anywayz, Look forward to the CHRISH! YAYZ! But it doesn't haf fangs. So sad. And Claire, there is NO obsession with Ernest. He's an idiot and a wimp, and if I haf an obssession at all, it would be one with KILLING THE SILLY DOLT. Fullstop. Period. Goodbye. Sayonara. Goodnight. Good riddance. Deepest condolences. Whatever.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/18/2003 09:40:00 pm

Why not take a crazy chance...
Hihiz. I juz got home. Listening to Why Not. I think I can see why Claire likes it. Lolz. So happy. Today finished Home Ec early, so I was playing Solitaire. Damn nice, 8152 in 92 secs. Lolz. I'm being wuliao. And update the Kill Ernest Tan count. I forgot to add the time I swore to kill him because he smsed me halfway through the comp, and distracted me more than i already was, damn him. And damn the stupid monkey bitch who was standing in front of me jumping around, even leaving to talk to people. Oh yah, and i haf to wish chris and dessie happy bdae. So happy bdae dessie, and happy very belated bdae chris! Lolz. I can't wait for the hols. I'm gonna be working 5 days a week for my dad $4 an hour. Assuming I work 8 hrs a day, I get $320 in two weeks, and then I can get me mp3 player and $20 worth of batteries...except that I need to minus ten bucks to go starbucks. Lolz. I owe my chibi onee-chan a frappe treat. I dragged her along to see Ms Ling cos i didn't have enough CIP hrs, and it turned out tt Ernest and Daniel (Mok) didn't haf enough either cos AR didn't organise anything. So, somehow she got roped in and now the four of us are stuck doing some shit stand for some shit funfair with some shit theme about clean and green...and add another to the KET count. Now for some reason he changed tmr's meeting time from 2.30 to 1.35, meanig i dun haf enough time for lunch dammit. BLOODY MOTHERFUCKER. Oh yah. And he's scared of me. Lolz. Even mingming doesn't dare to challenge me. Once some sec 3s or 4s took his bball and refused to give it back, so me and berns offered to get it back for a dollar each. We just went over and said, "Can we have the ball back?" "Yours ah?" "No, it belongs to a friend." Then I added, "And he's too scared to get it back himself." So they started laughing and gave it back. Lolz. The next morning Lumnie wanted me to show her who he was cos of some PSL angel-mortal thing, so I just went to get my dollar. At first he said later, but then I threatened to tell his class abt what'd happened the day before with the ball. So he came out and gave me my dollar. Lolz. Bloody sissy. I think I'll just add in a KET count to the right...

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/18/2003 06:26:00 pm

Why'd ya hafta make things so complicated...
hmm...i juz visited lumnie's blog. and guess wad. looking at her 3 lives left thing reminded me...I STILL HAVE TO KILL ERNEST TAN 47 TIMES DAMN HIM. DIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEE~!!!

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/17/2003 11:33:00 pm

Dare mo mita koto mo nai...
Lolz. I'm looking aorund at blogs, and haf decided that i shall go aorund doing quizzes and overload me bloggie with the results. MUAHAHAHAHAZ!

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/17/2003 10:45:00 pm

In the end it doesn't even matter...
go visit this sitey. it's an excerpt from janet evanovich's new book. damned farnie. To The Nines Chapter one

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/17/2003 08:09:00 pm

Baby what you see is what you get...
Yes. You guessed it. I'm bored. VERY bored. Lolz.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/17/2003 07:42:00 pm

Girls don't like boys girls like cars and money...
I'd rather a Harley than a car. Less ex on the whole.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/17/2003 07:40:00 pm

So open up your mind...
You peepz are MEAN. MEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAN I say. Mean pplez. It's been more than an hour and I'm still waiting for tags. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAN.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/17/2003 07:38:00 pm

Days swiftly come and go...
Weeeeez. Finally done. I'm bored. Bored bored bored. Hmm. U know, for u pplez who noticed my msn username, maybe i should edit it. Words of wisdom: the only reason people are so interested in your life is because they don't have one...or they don't like their own...or they think you don't have one and care too damn much about you. But I still prefer the original. Lolz. Damn. My shoulders ache.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/17/2003 07:26:00 pm

I'm Henry the eighth I am...
Hehehehehez. I'm high on coffee and choco donut. Anyhooz, this is my new blog and truth be told, I'm only putting in this post to be able to preview the silly template.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 9/17/2003 06:13:00 pm