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Thursday, August 26, 2004

who will go down to those shaded groves and summon the shadows there...
i've been slacking...a lot...ah, who cares? anyhooz, point is - i am back. and here to discuss theology. ahem. religion is a sensitive issue, and not fit to be used as a topic during a common english lesson public speaking thingy...especially when there are people like ming who would bombard me with questions. anyway, here, i am going to concentrate on christianity. i have nothing to say about anything else, except that 'allah told me to' is a bad excuse to blow buildings up. so, to begin, i shall try to avoid being throttled by the closest devout (sp??) christian and say that christianity, as do all religions, has good basic values, eg. don't murder someone in cold blood; instead, help him on his way to heaven. however, good as the religion is, it is very...very...um...well, bad, in the sense that it is a) unoriginal and in some cases, b) corrupted. a) did you know that easter comes from the pagan festival eostre? or have you ever noticed that christmas falls on the winter solstice, when pagans celebrate the start of the end of the year? a very large component of the religion on the whole, in case you have not noticed, is drawn from other religions, for example, paganism and that of the aztecs. now, for b) look at the church heirarchy. note the top few. men or women. obviously men. sexism in its very being. in fact, we can take the arthurian saga as an example. did you know that sir galahad is essentially a purely christian creation? look back to the original legands - those of the celts and britain's pre-christian occupants. no sir galahad. do you know why? because, here comes the church ousting britain's original occupants from their homes and they hear these stories of this great king and his great knights, and they realize that none of them fits their description of perfect chivalry. gawain is a womanizer and lancelot, though otherwise perfect, is an adulterer. so they say, hey ho, let's make our own knight, and galahad is born. that aside, what about morgan le fay? in the originals, morgan is an enchantress who actually helps arthur. of course, she does bring his downfall, but hey, what the origianls say is that a) it's fate, b) he did something to deserve it or c)...i can't rmbr wad c) is. ah well. anyway, here come the middle ages with the chruch in tow and morgan is an evil sorceress. i think that it is essentially because the church can't stand the thought of a good enchantress. firstly, they stand by their view that magic is bad, therefore enchanter is bad, let alone enchantress. and, of course, the fact that women are essentially evil. which brings me to another point. since the beginning of time, most societies have been patriarchal. you can, in fact, see this in the animal kingdom, where we have alpha males and silverbacks. over time, when men decided that they had the power and that they liked it, and also that they did not want to lose it, they started coming up with things like this. take for example the restricitons on women in the middle ages to show their legs and hair. i mean, besides maybe the fact that women take better care of their hair and their legs might not be as huge, every one has the same hair and legs. just that men cut their hair short, and let the fleas take residence, and the women don't have as much muscle mass. FACE IT. WE ALL HAVE LEGS. ahem. so, as any half-decent arguent does, mine has another side. i'm not denying it. their are people who use their religion as a motivation, and as a purpose for life. but these are the true believers. wad i think is tt no one truly belongs to a religion if he or she does not believe in it. did you know that i was brought up surrounded by two different branches of christianity? it would have been three, but my paternal grandfather didn't really atlk about it very much. my mom's entire family is baptist. my paternal grandmother was catholic. my paternal grandfather used to be anglican, but has recently been baptised. one of the books i remember most from my early childhood is a fully illustrated very large hardcover book with a bible story for every day of the year. i went to a christian kindergarten, and until i entered gep, i was in a convent school that sang hymns in the mornings and held mass during the special occasions. i still remember most of the lord's prayer form those three years. i still have a mini rosary i bought during a fundraising. i lost the big one. BUT, i do not believe. i believe there is a god, and maybe he can do things that can't be explained by science. but, i do not believe in him. there's a major dif, u know. and in that way, i am a freethinker. think about it. at 0017 hrs on fri morning, this is kel signing off.

rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 8/26/2004 11:35:00 pm

~*Where Am I?*~
this is my blog. fullstop. be prepared for a spectrum of ranting and insanity. this site is gonna be pure me from now on. no lee aya. good luck making sense of this shit site.
~*me and some extra shit*~
Name_kelly chan
Nickname_Kel, Kel-chan, who-knows-wad-goddamn-else
Age_calculate ur self
D.o.b._29 12 1989
Location_singapore
Occupation_student
Wanna be_bounty hunter, and if that doesn't work out, something with adf or a debt collector. or mebbe some other semilegal mostly moral job. lolx. dun ask. (i dun mind being a fighter pilot either, btw, but most of the camaraderie from the old days are gone so...)
Status_single and NOT looking
Hobbies_drawing, singing in the bathroom, anything to do with a com and is interesting, thinking, reading, doing math (esp. algebra, congruency, similarity), shooting, writing, graphics, torturing pple, kicking wad ass i can
I want_all the books in the world, an mp3 player, a GBA, a million bucks at very least
I need_MY COM, MY BOOKS, THE NATIONAL LIBRARY BOARD, MY ANIME, MY MANGA, MORE MONEY
I am_typing out this shit thing while finishing up the last of this shit cereal so we can FINALLY buy something decent
Song_strangers like me, go the distance, the mummer's dance, wherever you will go, swing swing, open up your mind, zhi shao wo zou de bi ni zao, and countless others
KET count_51
~*BOOK WISHLIST!!! MUST READ!!!*~
Sevenwaters Trilogy_Daughter of the Forest ($16.48)
Sevenwaters Trilogy_Son of the Shadows ($16.64)
Sevenwaters Trilogy_Child of the Prophecy ($16.64)
dunno..._Wolfskin (dunno)
dunno..._Foxmask (dunno)
-N/A-_The Da Vinci Code ($16.80)
-N/A-_Can You Keep A Secret? ($16.80)
Stephanie Plum Series_Ten Big Ones ($27.04)>
The D'Artagnan Romances_the whole damned thing... (well, how should i know?)
The Dreamers (??)_The Treasured Ones (dunno...waiting for paperback...should be $16.80 by then...)
The D'Artagnan Romances_The Three Musketeers ($4.68)
Stephanie Plum Series_To The Nines ($27.04)
-N/A-_The Guy Next Door ($18.67)
-N/A-_Thirty-Nothing ($20.28)
-N/A-_Unexpected ($24.96)
~*archive*~
~*a bunch of shit links*~
~*pairings, well-known or otherwise...*~
_stephanie and lula (stephanie plum series)
_stephanie and ranger (stephanie plum series)
_stephanie and morelli (stephanie plum series)
_lula and grandma mazur (stephanie plum series)
_gojyo and goku (saiyuki)
_gojyo and sanzo (saiyuki)
_gojyo and hakkai (saiyuki)
_goku and hakkai (saiyuki)
_sanzo and goku (saiyuki)
_gail kim and molly holly (wwe)
_trish stratus and lita (wwe)
_edge and christian (wwe)
_billie and nick (full series)
_shane o mac and stone cold (wwe)
_betty and veronica (archie comics)
_archie and jughead (archie comics)
_rey mysterio and billy kidman (wwe)
_stephanie and diesel (stephanie plum series)
_ranger and morelli (stephanie plum series)
_keitaro and naru (love hina)
_coming soon...
~*fave wwe personalities*~
stephanie macmahon
zack gowen
shane o mac
stone cold steve austin
eddie guererro
gail kim
rey mysterio
the big show
brock lesnar
kurt angle
chris benoit
lita
jim ross
jerry "the king" lawler
the undertaker
the rock
coming soon...
~*the cars in steph plum's life, deceased or immortal*~
immortal
powder blue '53 buick a.k.a. big blue a.k.a. the pimpmobile_it's said to have been blessed by the pope

one for the money
mazda miata_repoed by lenny gruber
chevy nova a.k.a. the pussymobile_left for dead, which is ok since it had already been vandalized and had no muffler, tailpipe or radio
morelli's jeep cherokee_according to the morning paper, "unexplained explosion"

two for the dough
jeep wrangler_stolen in front of the house of eternal slumber

three to get deadly
baby nissan pickup a.k.a. the fartmobile_bad carburetor since day one. finally met its maker in the form a of a rocket launcher. blown to pieces. r.i.p. baby pickup

four to score
honda crx_soaked in gasoline and ignited by mrs nowicki's ciggie butt
lula's firebird_blown up with the crx. that's wad u get for parking next to steph

high five
porsche boxter_sideswiped by a garbage truck then later burst into flames
garbage truck_parked next to boxter. blew up and then fell on what remained of the boxter
bmw_stolen, but thief was kind enough to leave plates and registration no.

hot six
honda civic_fire was started by use of wacky tobacky by mooner and reefer
rollswagen a.k.a. the wind machine_a few dents, but mostly too embarrassing for even stephanie to drive
mitchell and habib's lincoln_not really stephanie's fault. car was trashed by morris munson driving like a maniac in his crown victoria
mitchell's minivan_they had to stop using it due to schedules conflicting with carpools
mitchell and habib's carpet car_caught fire from a flaming bag of dog doody

seven up
honda crv_crumpled up like an accordion by dechooch in a cadillac

hard eight
honda crv_firebombed by a rabbit
honda crv_same rabbit doused the crv in starter fluid and lit a match to it
ranger's truck_went up in flames from a package tossed into the bed (??). probably the same rotten rabbit

to the nines
sunshine yellow ford escape_urk...sunshine yellow...*ahem* anyhooz, nothing's happened to it yet, but at the end of the book, grandma bella predicts that it'll blow up. everyone noes that. i mean, how long do steph's cars last?
~*fave at-least-remotely famous personas*~
all aforementioned wwe personas (wwe)
sha gojyo (saiyuki)
son goku (saiyuki)
genjo sanzo (saiyuki)
cho hakkai (saiyuki)
lilin (saiyuki)
ashton kutcher (actor)
ranger (steph plum series)
morelli (steph plum series)
kazuya minekura (mangaka)
seann william scott (actor)
the cast from lotr: fotr, ttt & rotk (actors)
coming soon...
READ THIS
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