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Thursday, October 21, 2004
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i don't care how far, i can go the distance...
i am NOT happy. actually, earlier today it was
PISSED OFF but now after a nice long nap and a good dinner, it's simmered down to just plain not happy. and why? because the world hates me. this morning, i overslept. yes. i over-fucking-slept. i slept through both my AND my bro's alarms. pro huh? i panicked. and panicked. i decided to come in during the third period becos i didn't know abt the general knowledge thing, and i was hoping to avoid chua. and then, wad happens is that i screw all my papers up. maybe except ss; i was expecting to fail. but i screwed my cl up. I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET AN A1!!!!!! noo....i got 68. i dun even know wad that is. my only saving graces are that i got 17/25 for ss sect b, 45/50 for e math sect a, and 68 is one hell of a lot better than last year's 56.5. that's IT. and then, after school, i call my dad and he treats my lack of marks as if it is some crime punishable by thumbscrews and eventually being hung, drawn and quartered. oh NO. THAT'S not it either. i brought my scores today. i've been trying hakkai no theme for...how long? since i got it? anyway, i'm TRYING to figure it out, and claire, berns, kelvin, nahnah and elbert come down talking at the top of their voices about whose house they should go to. fine. i don't hold that against them. i mean, it's as free a country as singapore gets. even if they are making me more frustrated than i already was. but they sit down at the table at which my bag and book are, and some of you may have noticed or been told that i'm currently using a bra strap as a bookmark. SO FUCKING WHAT? but THEY had to make a big deal of it. first, kelvin yanks it out, realises it's mine, stuffs it back IN THE WRONG FUCKING PAGE, and fucking runs. i take as long to get my page back as he took to resurface. thank the gods for him, i check my page number occasionally. i scream at him, pepper my words with a bunch of fucks, and come back, to return to my score. now. most of you have known me HOW LONG? almost three years, right? tell me. have u taken either of my quizzes? of course not. i would know. anyway, one of the questions is this really wuliao math thing that tricked most. and the next qn is: in wad way was dat last qn relevant? a) no way at all b) this quiz wasn't abt anything in the first place, so how could it be relevant to nothing? c)i'm kelly. does everything haf to be relevant to each other? does everything haf to make sense? d) it IS relevant, but i can't for the life of think of what way in which it is. now. if you know me, wad'd you guess? i think only one or two got it right. i only know for sure that bernice chose c. c is correct. haven't any of you realised by now that i'm insane? i mean, goddammit. i sing bar songs in the middle of an incineration fucking plant! i'm been banned from disclosing any more lyrics! fuck it to hell... and then, you pple juz keep asking WHY. so i tell you why. it was at hand, and dammit, it makes a pretty good bookmark. but whywhywhywhywhywhy. juz stop will you? one of the things i dislike the most is being interrogated REPEATEDLY about reasons as to why i do the things i do, especially when i've al;ready given my answer. it's right up there with being accused of something i did not do, like in sec one, and i got full marks for mo xie, and the guys ganged up to say i cheated. i cried back then, in case you haven't realised, and i cried today the moment we hit the cbd, after i left school. what pushed it wasn't just the interrogation, it's that you guys have been with me for three fucking years. and, the fact that you guys just can't be a bit more openminded to such things. the way i see it, one more person you are obviously offended by is one more person who knows you dislike him or her is one more person you can't turn to. or at least, if you're going to disapprove, don't go on about it, for fuck's sake. that's where respect comes in. respect a person's choices. even if i say something about someone, i leave it at that. i try not to go on. the person made the choice, and i'm not going to begrudge him or her his or her choice. in a way, i think that it can be called pragmatism, i think. dunno. i dun haf my ss completely ironed out. but still, i'm not about to completely avoid someone juz because say, he or she hates muslims, or something nasty like that. i just keep mum and get on with it. at least, that's what i try to do. and coming to nasty, i've noticed that there really isn't any good or bad. it's just this whole patch of grey. i mean, take robin hood. the poor thought him good, the rich thought him bad. the japanese. we think them bad for what they did, but the japanese thot themselves good, at the time at least. and the a bomb? a lot of us think it good, but just as many think it bad. everything depends on a person's morals, and power. if you're the sort you likes to do community service, but you're poor, you've got no job; nothing. what can you do then? are you going to waste time volunteering instead of getting a job and working for your next meal? and then, there's the issue of why i do the things i do. i have to admit. i'm pretty average. my marks are average, as in they usually don't hit extremes, i look pretty average, and i come from a pretty average family. i guess i'm just trying to set myself apart from the norm. i've always hated to be normal. i started harry potter a few years later than the others because i didn't want to be like the others. and of course, i guess that to a certain extent, i'm pretty insecure, so i just tell myself that i don't care about what people say about me, and get on with it. so yeah. that's it, basically. i'd like to say more, but my mum's calling me to bathe. so, yeah. i'm EXTREMELY pissed off, and damned straight, you'd better know it. and i wouldn't mind a little more respect either.
rants and raves by the crimson demon @ 10/21/2004 09:03:00 pm
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| ~*Where Am I?*~ |
| this is my blog. fullstop. be prepared for a spectrum of ranting and insanity. this site is gonna be pure me from now on. no lee aya. good luck making sense of this shit site.
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| ~*me and some extra shit*~ |
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Name_kelly chan
Nickname_Kel, Kel-chan, who-knows-wad-goddamn-else
Age_calculate ur self
D.o.b._29 12 1989
Location_singapore
Occupation_student
Wanna be_bounty hunter, and if that doesn't work out, something with adf or a debt collector. or mebbe some other semilegal mostly moral job. lolx. dun ask. (i dun mind being a fighter pilot either, btw, but most of the camaraderie from the old days are gone so...)
Status_single and NOT looking
Hobbies_drawing, singing in the bathroom, anything to do with a com and is interesting, thinking, reading, doing math (esp. algebra, congruency, similarity), shooting, writing, graphics, torturing pple, kicking wad ass i can
I want_all the books in the world, an mp3 player, a GBA, a million bucks at very least
I need_MY COM, MY BOOKS, THE NATIONAL LIBRARY BOARD, MY ANIME, MY MANGA, MORE MONEY
I am_typing out this shit thing while finishing up the last of this shit cereal so we can FINALLY buy something decent
Song_strangers like me, go the distance, the mummer's dance, wherever you will go, swing swing, open up your mind, zhi shao wo zou de bi ni zao, and countless others
KET count_51
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| ~*BOOK WISHLIST!!! MUST READ!!!*~ |
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Sevenwaters Trilogy_Daughter of the Forest ($16.48)
Sevenwaters Trilogy_Son of the Shadows ($16.64)
Sevenwaters Trilogy_Child of the Prophecy ($16.64)
dunno..._Wolfskin (dunno)
dunno..._Foxmask (dunno)
-N/A-_The Da Vinci Code ($16.80)
-N/A-_Can You Keep A Secret? ($16.80)
Stephanie Plum Series_Ten Big Ones ($27.04)>
The D'Artagnan Romances_the whole damned thing... (well, how should i know?)
The Dreamers (??)_The Treasured Ones (dunno...waiting for paperback...should be $16.80 by then...)
The D'Artagnan Romances_The Three Musketeers ($4.68)
Stephanie Plum Series_To The Nines ($27.04)
-N/A-_The Guy Next Door ($18.67)
-N/A-_Thirty-Nothing ($20.28)
-N/A-_Unexpected ($24.96)
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| ~*archive*~ |
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| ~*a bunch of shit links*~ |
my other site_A COLLECTION OF THE STORIES REVOLVING AROUND LEE AYA, THE CRIMSON DEMON. MUST GO AND READ AND REVIEW BY TAGGING!
dunman high air rifle club webbie_YAYZYAYZYAYZ! GO SEE GO SEE~!!
drink nation_cocktail recipes and bargames
slackers comic_the comic for slackers
steph plum fanfics_this is the best and biggest collection of steph plum fanfics i have ever found. i don't really care if you pple use it. it is mainly here for my own purposes.
janet evanovich's site_this is the home of the stephanie plum series. go look at it if u like. whatever/ i dun care. this link is mainly here for my own use, anyhooz.
LOTR Secret Diaries_damned farnie. go read. shoo.
Anime Turnpike_a site full of anime related links
FanFiction.net_a site where fanfic writers gather and publish their stories
FictionPress.net_this is full of stories written by amateurs
Shooter's Catalogue_full of handgun links. dun bother d/ling the catalogue. it's screwed up
AnimeLyrics_full of anime, game and jpop lyrics
Happy Tree Friends_two words: HORRIBLY CUTE
my fictionpress site_R+R!
my fanfiction site_R+R!
Olivia_my cuz ollie's site. damned cute. twice as insane as the as yet little contents of this blog
furry/fluffy/whatever faye kueh_hmmz...nothing much to say abt it...except tt she's linked to almost everyone...
allison_lurve the sakura petals! damn laggy tho...
lumnie_cool blog lumnz where'd u get the font for the kitty title thing?
claire_nice pretty but damn laggy
bunny/mole rat/sad jie via berns_takes v. long to load but damn cool
karmen_pretty, and damn nice. love the bokkie poll! but put some other stuff in, will you? i've come to rely on u for one liners...
gwacie_haven't been there for some time...
xiaotong_i can't get there, are you sure this is the right site?
chris_damn cool. like the colours chris. nice to know at least someone is puzzled by how i can write so much. lolx. the pic takes damn long to load tho
karmun_hmmz...a lot of pple like livejournal...
janice_ditto
si hui_ditto
dorea_ditto
qingie_pwetty! so yong qing! see? this is wad i mean. a site shouldn't be just about appearances, it's got to suit you
mwina_nice strawberry
claudia/garlic girl_damn nice. nice graphics
liling_yayz! another blogspot user!
shirlene_douoble yayz! yet ANOTHER blogspot user! it's simpler to use than pitas or something, I think. why is it so unpopular?
cheryl (she changed it, dammit. i shall kill her)_mebbe I shan't kill her. it turns out she changed it to a more private sitey
chian yeh_there. i've changed the thing. geez. happy now?
samuel_it's pretty cool. last i checked there was the pic of johnny depp. dunno if it's still there.
chibi onee-chan aka berns (this is the one claudia and claire helped her w/. pretty cool. sniff sniffz. i'm so hurt. i had to do mine all by myself)_i'm STILL sulking. lolx. or not. i dunno. but i DO noe tt it's damned laggy.
ernest, i.e. the one i'm patiently wating to kill_yes, it's the bastard's blog. from his url alone u can see how damn fucking big his damned ego is. bloody bastard...
fiona_this is a fren of mine from my first primary school who also came to dhs too. she's the one i stole the ten layers thing from
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| ~*pairings, well-known or otherwise...*~ |
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_stephanie and lula (stephanie plum series)
_stephanie and ranger (stephanie plum series)
_stephanie and morelli (stephanie plum series)
_lula and grandma mazur (stephanie plum series)
_gojyo and goku (saiyuki)
_gojyo and sanzo (saiyuki)
_gojyo and hakkai (saiyuki)
_goku and hakkai (saiyuki)
_sanzo and goku (saiyuki)
_gail kim and molly holly (wwe)
_trish stratus and lita (wwe)
_edge and christian (wwe)
_billie and nick (full series)
_shane o mac and stone cold (wwe)
_betty and veronica (archie comics)
_archie and jughead (archie comics)
_rey mysterio and billy kidman (wwe)
_stephanie and diesel (stephanie plum series)
_ranger and morelli (stephanie plum series)
_keitaro and naru (love hina)
_coming soon...
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| ~*fave wwe personalities*~ |
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stephanie macmahon
zack gowen
shane o mac
stone cold steve austin
eddie guererro
gail kim
rey mysterio
the big show
brock lesnar
kurt angle
chris benoit
lita
jim ross
jerry "the king" lawler
the undertaker
the rock
coming soon...
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| ~*the cars in steph plum's life, deceased or immortal*~ |
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immortal
powder blue '53 buick a.k.a. big blue a.k.a. the pimpmobile_it's said to have been blessed by the pope
one for the money
mazda miata_repoed by lenny gruber
chevy nova a.k.a. the pussymobile_left for dead, which is ok since it had already been vandalized and had no muffler, tailpipe or radio
morelli's jeep cherokee_according to the morning paper, "unexplained explosion"
two for the dough
jeep wrangler_stolen in front of the house of eternal slumber
three to get deadly
baby nissan pickup a.k.a. the fartmobile_bad carburetor since day one. finally met its maker in the form a of a rocket launcher. blown to pieces. r.i.p. baby pickup
four to score
honda crx_soaked in gasoline and ignited by mrs nowicki's ciggie butt
lula's firebird_blown up with the crx. that's wad u get for parking next to steph
high five
porsche boxter_sideswiped by a garbage truck then later burst into flames
garbage truck_parked next to boxter. blew up and then fell on what remained of the boxter
bmw_stolen, but thief was kind enough to leave plates and registration no.
hot six
honda civic_fire was started by use of wacky tobacky by mooner and reefer
rollswagen a.k.a. the wind machine_a few dents, but mostly too embarrassing for even stephanie to drive
mitchell and habib's lincoln_not really stephanie's fault. car was trashed by morris munson driving like a maniac in his crown victoria
mitchell's minivan_they had to stop using it due to schedules conflicting with carpools
mitchell and habib's carpet car_caught fire from a flaming bag of dog doody
seven up
honda crv_crumpled up like an accordion by dechooch in a cadillac
hard eight
honda crv_firebombed by a rabbit
honda crv_same rabbit doused the crv in starter fluid and lit a match to it
ranger's truck_went up in flames from a package tossed into the bed (??). probably the same rotten rabbit
to the nines
sunshine yellow ford escape_urk...sunshine yellow...*ahem* anyhooz, nothing's happened to it yet, but at the end of the book, grandma bella predicts that it'll blow up. everyone noes that. i mean, how long do steph's cars last?
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| ~*fave at-least-remotely famous personas*~ |
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all aforementioned wwe personas (wwe)
sha gojyo (saiyuki)
son goku (saiyuki)
genjo sanzo (saiyuki)
cho hakkai (saiyuki)
lilin (saiyuki)
ashton kutcher (actor)
ranger (steph plum series)
morelli (steph plum series)
kazuya minekura (mangaka)
seann william scott (actor)
the cast from lotr: fotr, ttt & rotk (actors)
coming soon...
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good gracious me. you've actually got right down here. either you're as crazy as me or you cheated. more likely the latter.
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